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[28 Nov 2006|09:30am]
[ mood | amused ]

Now, I had a thought. I wonder if you could really power a spaceship on adoration.

I'm sure if t'were possible I'd have enough unerring devotion with which to do it.

I pondered though, if one were to use oneself as a "battery"; surely it would work in a similar manner to that of a Shell-person, eventually wearing down the body and mind of the "core" being.

So, I was wondering, how would a spineless wretch generate enough adoration with which to power a ship. I know I can collect said adoration and store it away as energy; but a secondary being to generate and channel such devotion constantly would be necessary.

I was thinking to myself, what deeply loved individual would be easy to trap - such love can make one arrogant and brash, hard to persuade into this sort of partnership.

Oh, but I had a think, and I had a thought, and oh, I found two likely candidates.

Now off the theory, and into the Practical aspect of this experiment..........


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[29 Nov 2005|09:17am]
[ mood | calm ]

Grades are out. Overall I am impressed.

But some of you didn't quite get the grades you are capable of.

I will be speaking to all of you, regardless of grade. Perhaps more poignantly to some than to others.

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[12 Nov 2005|09:03pm]
[ mood | horny ]

Currently recruiting for the fourth and fifth order of Sakurai's famous Legion of Inquisitor Boyscouts.

Be Prepared.

Want to take your chances?

To what level are your survival skills?

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[07 Oct 2005|11:42am]
[ mood | amused ]

For the deepest well shall always be your own.

Just a matter of not falling in and drowning, I think.

Dear old Typhoon has been stirring trouble again.

What a naughty little boy.

He's going the right way for a spanking.

Lovely little Rose hasn't been keeping out of trouble either.

What naughty boys...

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[08 Aug 2005|03:15pm]
[ mood | curious ]

FROM: 櫻井敦司
RE: A Gift

Dearest Issay,

My, my, you do seem to be constantly full of bright ideas and interesting suggestions. The two strike me as being akin to salt and pepper; but I find your culinary expertise often leave my mouth watering for more.

By all means, please make an introduction between these most intriguing flavours and we shall see what cooks up.

Your faithful believer,

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[04 Aug 2005|01:40am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

FROM: 櫻井敦司
RE: No. 9

My Dear Boy,

I am refreshed to hear that you think like this. I had worried that perhaps the heinous nature of your deeds would not be immediately apparent to you, but I think you now understand - if only on a moral level - the preciousness of true love.

I myself have been searching for such a thing, but have alas fallen short, just as I was coming close to reaching my goal. In such musings, I must confess that I, myself am not sure what to do in your situation.

A quick fix is possible. You could forget him. You could banish him to the dark realms of memory, You could dispel him. You could enchant him. All these things, I can do for you.

However, life and love are two things not to be toyed with. We, as immortals in this present time may see them as baubles... mere tokens, mere objects of amusement, however there is a far more serious meaning behind these two commodities.

Please visit me.
I love you.


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[13 Jul 2005|12:23am]
[ mood | blank ]

Whether it is real or whether it is a joke, it set me to thinking.

My Dear, I still remember... - How could I forget? The first and last time I saw you. Each time, veiled in moonlight. You old dog...

You, my teacher, my friend, and sometimes lover; but always the only man I could never understand. The only creature alive who's mind I could not read.

When you left, I took it in my stride; as all Inquisitors are trained to do.

But yet.. I always wondered... Perhaps you might return.

Perhaps you have.

ああ、巡り巡る孤独 青く沈む夜
巡り巡る出会い 赤く解ける所
巡り巡る宴 夜は...

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[12 Jul 2005|03:14pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Interesting Sentiment,
Do not say too little, for they will think you stupid.
Do not say too much, for they may know more than you.
Say just enough, and keep them guessing...

This is entirely unsubtle.

Either that or it is a joke.

I'm... not sure which I would prefer.

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[12 Jul 2005|02:06am]
[ mood | interested ]

I received a very bizarre communication today.

Dearest Atsushi,
It's been a long time, hasn't it.
Or should that be 久しぶりですね...
Me, Myself and I


...It's not...............?

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[01 Jul 2005|09:21am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

I was going to call him up to my office.

I was going to feed him one of these abominable bananas, which appears to be trying it's damned best to climb inside my ear.

I was going to choke him on one of those bizarre hairy kumquats.

I was going to throw bouncing potatoes down his pants and see how far they knock about down there.

Instead, I think...

Eponymor, Take yourself somewhere public and flog yourself in a fashion I might assume, because, to be honest, I cannot be bothered.

The situation has been nullified. There will be no need to reset the crate.

Incidentally, Anny, I have decided when I will deal with you.

At the next full moon. until then I don't want to see or hear of you.

And if you so much as touch Damien during that time, not only with your punishment become all the more painful; rest assured that when life does finally return to normal for you, you may find yourself lacking a digit for each and every time you touch my beloved son.

PS. Try again with the uniform, you rotten wretch. You should be fully aware by now that our regulation uniform colours do not even vaguely resemble the tones you have chosen. The uniform is to be grey or black. Let's see what you can come up with.

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[27 Jun 2005|02:19am]
[ mood | enraged ]

Give. Me. Strength.

This. This.... CREATURE.


You will not find me in my office for the next few days.

In fact, you will not find my ANYWHERE.

Somebody get that abomination a uniform, and SHARPISH.

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[26 Jun 2005|10:07pm]
[ mood | irate ]

Oh, you ARE joking, right...?

For goodness sake................


.... Did that idiot READ the name of the Addressee on this letter?

I AM the Regulation.

Just can't get the staff these days, can you.

Incidentally, Hyde spent all night crying outside my window.

Silly little boys shouldn't play with creatures the cannot understand.

Let's learn a lesson, shall we?

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[25 Jun 2005|11:28am]
[ mood | killing myself... ]

Dear me.. do you think the boy is getting desperate??

JO:YA, JO:YA, JO:YA, love letters are not the best way, you know....... As much as you love writing them...

---Intercepted Mail - Mail has been successfully delivered to recipient---

From: JO:YA


This is going to seem terribly unprofessional at first glance, but I urge to to look deeper and to consider my letter.

Now.. I'm not sure what to say, so I suppose I will just come out and say it straight.

Before I met you, I had never seen a Kyuketsuki smile, and now while I can't disclose my real age, I'm sure you understand that it is a rather large number. You are the most beautiful man of your kind that I have ever set eyes on. Your eyes glow deep red, burning against your dark skin.........................

I feel I may be out of line asking you this, but I wonder... perhaps you might like to join me for dinner sometime that we may discuss matters...


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[21 Jun 2005|11:30pm]
[ mood | amused ]

My, my, my - what's all THIS about??

Well, well, well, JO:YA......... or should we say Jonasun......?

I am amused in rapturous ways I cannot even begin to write down.

---Intercepted Mail - Mail has been successfully delivered to recipient---

From: JO:YA

Dearest Kokoro,

I write to you today for I feel there is a great yearning in my soul. It is a feeling I have been suppressing within myself for a great many years, and I feel I cannot let it go unsaid for any longer.

As you know, my recent dealings with Shame, Atsushi and Heath have each taken their toll on me, both physically and emotionally, and I have found myself longing for somebody much stronger than myself. I feel terminally weak recently, and have been waning in my faith, both in myself and in the commonwealth.

When I met with you recently, you may have noticed my behaviour was a little strange, a little unusual. You wouldn't be wrong. As I set eyes on you, I felt a great desire in my heart, and a burning in my soul. These feelings I pushed down beneath my cold exterior for so long just bubbled to the surface and I realised it would be not only impossible, but shameful of me to hide my feelings from you any more.

When I think of you now, I feel the same power. The same burning in my loins, and the same shiver down my spine. Kokoro, I want to become closer to you in a way that you and I have never explored before.

I hope you can find it within you to understand my need and send me your reply soon. I have to know.

Even now, I wonder what you must be thinking as you read this, long dark hair draped around your shoulders like a cloak... I wonder, are you feeling the same. Could you ever develop such a feeling for me? Perhaps you already have...

Thankyou for your time.
Please reply ASAP.


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[16 Jun 2005|03:43pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

What's that phrase...?

Ah yes, around the little finger and under the thumb.

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[09 Jun 2005|12:17pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

As much as I thought it might, it NEVER gets boring holding all the cards.

Hearts are Trumps.

Game over, I win.

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[28 May 2005|05:35pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

He is just beginning to get on my nerves.

That slight twinge at the edge of one's conciousness; the tugging of a muscle, or of the heart strings....

The small insect which flies a little too close.....

The mosquito who for the second time lands on one's skin....

The tickling of a tiny feather.......

The twisted smirk of one's Disfavoured.....

Like an apparition at the corner of one's eye.....

He is beginning to annoy me.

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[26 May 2005|01:53pm]
[ mood | blank ]

The feel of your skin against mine. The softness, and the youth... you give me power. As you enjoy my body, I shall drink from you and become strong.

No demands and no regret.

My Dear Boy...........





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[22 May 2005|04:04pm]
[ mood | busy ]


It's Real.

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[16 May 2005|02:35pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]


It's comfortable.


It's easy.


俺が危ない玩具と遊ぶ。 俺のために待って…て……て………手…



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